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MY LOST SMILE

YOU HAVE TO SMILE!
To be part of the system
JUST SMILE!
To not be forgotten.

ENOUGH!!!!!!!!

ITS TO MUCH FOR ME!!!!!!!

I would rather shout!
get AWAY from it all!

I AM MY OWN SYSTEM!
...with my own SYSTEMERRORS!

I know it s to much for you
And you want to go
I AM to much for you
Because you are happy !
Happy! in your fucking bubble
The little peace of the world
You call yours

sorry for wanting to show you there s something else

And you don’t even know what is real and whats fake
Do you?

I just want you to know ONE thing:

I used once to smile
But now I cant.

...something happened inside...

Maybe I am “ lost idiot”,yes
Homeless problem drinker never finding home again.
neither death nor alive-forever

But still there s a reason
Why I m acting like that
Have you ever thought of that

My friend, I m not silly
Quite the contrary!
-I started to think

What for I should smile?
If you don t make me smile…
What for I should talk?
If nobody listen…

I guess it is something even YOU are able to understand.

Well,there s a point in reasoned thinking
it was nothing else than SILLY to tell you
knowing you wont even listen
...that means this text is also SILLY
-BUT WHO CARES-

Do YOU?-no of course you dont

...for a simple reason...

You only see the product
Never minding the makers

It s not your business what caused my mental illness
I m just pissed off and tired!
BUT STILL ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!

I don’t hate myself
but what you made out of me
I WANT TO BREAK FREE!!!!!!!!!
I don’t hate people
but how they treat me
I WANT TO BREAK FREE!!!!!!!!!
I don’t hate this world
But it s sad
what it has become

…but it s not your fool-and not mine!

NEVA GIVE UP!


_______________________________________

He looked out of his window
In silence watched the star

He asked himself
But where am I?

Is something left beside of dark
Whats worse now, live or die?

How could they go away?
And how forget me here?

This people were my brothers once
they are just any strangers

He couldn’t ever understand
How dreams can be forgotten
He couldn’t understand too much
But one day hope has died

The clocks are standing still

Neither blinding light of happy days
Nor darkness of black holes
Nothing ever mutes this bright
whether no one sees it

He opened a big window
And cried out in the night
He had so many questions
But…

But there was only darkness
There was a different night
He couldn’t find in deep dark clouds
His great and heavy star

He didn’t notice other lights
They were so empty and so fake

He still had many questions

She couldn’t answer
She was dead

__________________________________________________

Boah,du Arschloch
Dummes Schaf
Halt die Klappe
Dummes Arsch

Ja,das ist Ironie du Arsch
Nimm das Leben nicht so ernst
Lebend raus kommt
keiner mehr

(Vero et moi)
gewidmet für H.



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